hey everyone

so long story short my computer died and i need a new one. I am holding on to picks and what not in my camera and cell phone will update as i can.
~S

long time gone

I cant post pics of arkieknitters socks till she gets them so you will have to wait on that but her is some other stuff

jaywalkers for me

two pattern repeats in my salmon scarf. Its knitted in Jojoland 2 ply nine other people will be adding on to this 5 inches each and then I will do two pattern repeats at the end to kinda tie it all together
Cashmere. I tell you what I think this yarns only purpose in life it to roll around in it nekkid

I have been a bad blogger mainly cuz I know this is for me and know one really reads it but whatever.

I have finished some things of late. I pair of jay walkers for me... I pair of socks for arkieknitter on ravelry. and the start of my scarf for a travelling scarf swap thingy

I finished some thing

SO i finally got something off the needles yippee. The first one is cookie a's Stricken the second is Barrows in 3IG Lewis colorway which was a club yarn. The Third one is a Jaywalker in a garden colorway by Unwind Yarns. For now number 2 and number 3 will live together in harmony (hahaha get it) till one is a pair and can graduate onto real feet. My bet is on number 3 since it lives in my purse and can be done at hockey.

Why not me

So If you actually know me you know we have been trying to have a child for well a long time and it has not happened. This normally means I shed lots of tears at least once a month when I realize it again didnt happen. We have gone through some tests and some drugs and so far N is the problem but I need meds to make up for it. I hate the Clomid makes me feel like crap for the entire month shit if i feel like that I damn well better be pg. So I come home for work the other night to N telling me some one we know has recently knocked up his gf and he doesnt think he is ready to be a father. Wait there is more.... this past summer he got another women pg not the gf but a mistress and had her get an abortion, she might have took off with the thing she is gone from his life now. N bites his tongue as A$$ is telling him this wanting to say if you dont want to be a father stop having unprotected sex. Anyways N tells me and again tears.... wow maybe I can cry 2x this month.
~S

worlds worst blogger

Yep thats me. I will post more later but thought I should let everyone know i was alive at the very least.

Things I have done Things I need to do...

THE THINGS I HAVE DONE ARE NOW IN BOLD AND A ODD COLOR .... LETS WATCH MY KNITTING CIRCLE GROW


Afghan
I-cord http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/dumpling-bags
Garter stitch
Knitting with metal wire
Shawl http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/woodland-shawl
Stockinette stitch Socks: top-down--- LETS BE HONEST TO MANY TO LINK
Socks: toe-up
Knitting with camel yarn
Mittens: Cuff-up
Mittens: Tip-down
Hat Knitting with silk
Moebius band knitting
Participating in a KAL—Socktoberfest and NaKniMitMoSweater
Drop stitch patterns—IN PROGRESS RIGHT NOW http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/clapotis
Knitting with recycled/secondhand yarn
Slip stitch patterns http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/circle-socks I HAVE ACTUALLY MADE TWO PAIRS OF THESE
Knitting with banana fiber yarn
Domino knitting (modular knitting) http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/sock-yarn-blanket - IN PROGRESS RIGHT NOW
Twisted stitch patterns http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/stricken
Knitting with bamboo yarn
Two end knitting
Charity knitting
Knitting with soy yarn
Knitting with circular needles
Baby items
Slippers
Graffiti knitting (knitting items on, or to be left on the street)
Continental knitting
knitted garments
Cable stitch patterns http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/barrow
Lace patterns http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/figure-eight-fantasy-shawl
Teach a child to knit--- I taught Tage and then the stupid kids on the bus started calling him a fairy and fag so he stopped
American/English knitting
Button holes
Knitting with alpaca http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/twisted-flower-sock
Fair Isle knitting
Norwegian knitting
Dying with plant colors
Knitting items for a wedding
Household items
Knitting socks (or other small tubular items) on one or two circulars
Olympic knitting http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/mona
Knitting with someone else’s handspun yarn
Knitting with dpns ---I do all my socks this way
Holiday related knitting
Teaching a male how to knit--- see above comments on teach a child
Bobbles
Knitting with cotton
Dying yarn
Steeks
Knitting art
Knitting two socks (or other small tubular items)
Fulling/felting Knitting with wool http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/dumpling-bags
Textured knitting
Kitchener
Purses/bags http://www.ravelry.com/projects/tagesmom/dumpling-bags
Knitting with beads
Swatching ----what swatching hahahahah
Long Tail CO
Entrelac
Knitting and purling backwards
Machine knitting
Knitting with self-patterning/self-striping/variegating yarn
Stuffed toys
Knitting with cashmere
Darning
Jewelry
Knitting with synthetic yarn—Why bother
Writing a pattern
Gloves Intarsia
Knitting with linen
Knitting for preemies
Freeform knitting
Short rows Cuffs/fingerless mitts/arm warmers
Pillows
Knitting a pattern from an online knitting magazine---did cookie a's monkey but so has everyone else on earth
Knitting on a loom
Thrummed knitting
Knitting a gift
Knitting for pets Shrug/bolero/poncho
Knitting with dog/cat hair
Hair accessories
Knitting in public---much to my families chagrin

Week from Hell

Well this has been week from hell. Work was crazy busy and I feel like I was ready explode. In the end it leaves me thinking I need a new job but I haven't even been there for a year yet and it looks like i am a flight risk if i leave. Honestly I really want to work for Darrell again but its the same business so I am sure the issues will be the same. I think in reality I just wanna go home....good ole Claremont.

Thankfully I had Friday off and got to go to knitting night I really really needed that