I finished some thing

SO i finally got something off the needles yippee. The first one is cookie a's Stricken the second is Barrows in 3IG Lewis colorway which was a club yarn. The Third one is a Jaywalker in a garden colorway by Unwind Yarns. For now number 2 and number 3 will live together in harmony (hahaha get it) till one is a pair and can graduate onto real feet. My bet is on number 3 since it lives in my purse and can be done at hockey.

Why not me

So If you actually know me you know we have been trying to have a child for well a long time and it has not happened. This normally means I shed lots of tears at least once a month when I realize it again didnt happen. We have gone through some tests and some drugs and so far N is the problem but I need meds to make up for it. I hate the Clomid makes me feel like crap for the entire month shit if i feel like that I damn well better be pg. So I come home for work the other night to N telling me some one we know has recently knocked up his gf and he doesnt think he is ready to be a father. Wait there is more.... this past summer he got another women pg not the gf but a mistress and had her get an abortion, she might have took off with the thing she is gone from his life now. N bites his tongue as A$$ is telling him this wanting to say if you dont want to be a father stop having unprotected sex. Anyways N tells me and again tears.... wow maybe I can cry 2x this month.
~S